Complete Randomness

So, the doctor thinks I have TMJ. I disagree. I'm thinking that it's more along the lines of TMD: Temporomandibular Disorder. I think it fits the symptoms better. He sent me to a TMJ specialist and I figure that she will be able to tell me if it's either of those or something else entirely.

Alice wrote me the longest email I have ever received in the history of man, earning her at least a gazillion coolness points! Unfortunately, I have not written back as of yet, but I do intend to! This lapse in time has no doubt drained away any and all of my current 'awesomeness level,' hereby leaving me as equal to a chunk of mold growing on some English person's window and a dead bird lying in the middle of the street. Maybe with a kid poking it. With a stick.

Vicodin makes me happy. Sometimes. As long as Rachel isn't continually pushing me to watch me fall over.

For whatever reason, I would like to refer to Matt as Matticus. This is in lou of the fact that I like to call things by whatever is not their name. As example, the fact that I call Jaxi "meat bag."

Thinking back. Most of my memories of Leah have to do with candy. Strange. But nice in the fact that standing in line at a checkout counter, at say Walmart or Target, can make me think of my sister that is thousands of miles away in Texas. That of course is an estimate, since I have never bothered to actually measure the distance.

I believe that I have a bunch of stuffed animals in the attic. Not the kind that you hunt and then stuff and mount on the wall, the cute ones that give to kids to chew on. Because that's what kids do. For some reason, I don't want to get rid of them. I am a pack rat.

Hmmm...I am tired. Adieu.

And Awesome Castle rose again....

For the third f-ing time. Seriously.

Never has there been such a long RPG that I have played three times! And hopefully, never again. I am disappointed that playing it so much has made the game very irritating to me. They always seem to put in certain characters here and there that I hate. And by the third time around, they were no longer referred to as Krin, Hix, Tengaar, Kurumi, and such, but as this mother f*cker, that mother f*cker, and you mother f*cker...yeah, I don't like them....

Apparently, the second time I played, I had got the last two characters literally five minutes too late and then saved because, hey, I had collected all of them and I was confident that I would indeed get "the good ending." But, alas! It was not so. And I had no choice but to play again because I was sure that the ending would be worth it.

But it really wasn't :(. Barely any different...fifty hours or so wasted and not to mention the fact that the game that I had at one point enjoyed, now leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. So sad.

Farewell Awesome Castle! For I am sure that you shall not rise again...

:'(